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[Jun. 14th, 2005|09:22 pm]
[mood |crushedcrushed]
[music |K.D. Lang - Hallelujah]

Last night I heard the hardest words
I'd ever had to swallow
I heard those words again today
I'm sure again tomorrow
They echo through the halls above
And crash through cavities held below
And I scream and cry "THE END, already!"
It's time to let it go
The logic was there
It had to be done
No matter the end result
I knew that going into this
Regardless of the hurt
Goodbye, my love
My one true love
I cannot fight so hard
I'm just so tired
There's no fight left
In this broken little bard

~Sichernde Seele~
June 2005

From: magdollna
2005-06-15 02:37 am (UTC)
Oh, I understand. I remember loving my husband and I remember that short time when I think he loved me too. In my case he gave me what I needed to only have just that.. memories. I think God or what have you sent me Chumas as if I had to go through my shit alone I would have gone mad by now. I believe that you are a good person and I will not give you bullshit platitudes, as I hate those. I can say I believe you will be happy again, Your too good a person not to be.

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[User Picture]From: sichernde_seele
2005-06-15 02:47 am (UTC)
We've had 10 years. 3 kids. A lot of water under the bridge and a lot of love above it.

I was the one that left.

It had to be done. We were a sinking ship and I had to stop the sinking.


That just doesn't make it hurt any less.

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From: magdollna
2005-06-15 02:57 am (UTC)
Nope, it sure don't. I dodnt now if it makes you feel any better, But I am going send you good thoughts . I know being in pain its no fun :(

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