||[Jul. 13th, 2004|01:40 am]
The doctor's appointment sucked. 6 hours. For nothing. They scheduled the actual Mammogram for July 27th and an appointment with a "General Practitioner" for OCTOBER 11th.
I'm tired of feeling like shit. When they flare up, they send the most uncomfy sensations down my arms and down my chest. He pushed around on my throat to feel for swelling there and now my throat DOES hurt.
I just wanna know what's wrong. I mean, I'm not expecting the worst. It could be a fucking sinus infection for all I know. Or leftover strep from Christmas. Who the fuck knows? But they have not ONCE looked me over, really. No blood tests, no looking in my ears or nose or throat. They push all up on my tits and my groin and under my arms where it hurts like a mother fucker and then dismiss me. I just hope it really isn't anything serious that I later get told "Early detection is key"...cause I fucking tried. I really did.
Melissa went with me. She rocks. Sorry you missed so much of your day, Missy, but thank you soooo much for bein' there with me. I think I felt a little more comfy with them groping and grabbing at me since you were there keeping a watchful eye and a friendly smile.
Here's to new friends and hopefully feeling better sometime this month....
Sichy ~ Tired