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The Suicide Queen [Sep. 7th, 2004|09:31 am]
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[music |Simon and Garfunkel - Kathy's Song]

The Suicide Queen walks down this street
Killing pieces
Throwing tantrums
This has no place any longer
It must be erradicated
And I won't be tread on
And I won't be washed out
And I won't be easy
And I won't be cheap
I won't give in
I won't give up
I won't rearrange my day
For anyone but me

The Suicide Queen takes shallow breaths
Dying slowly in my heart
She's killed everything that once existed
She's leaving it up to me
To become
To recount
To lead instead of follow
To find my own heart

The bitch is dead
A new one reigns
With a voice her very own
Stands up
Spins around
The Suicide Queen's been overthrown
To perish within
To bloom without
The Suicide Queen is gone

© Sichernde Seele 2004

Now, for those of you that are sitting there saying "HOLY SHIT! Holly just used the word "suicide" and are planning an intervention...don't. I'm not talking about *that* kind of suicide. C'mon guys. Those of you who've known me for a long time know I am a huge wimp and I'm less than fond of pain. The suicide I speak of is part of the metamorphasis that has been taking place for several months. Only now I've taken complete control of that event. It's no longer just a series of passive changes. It's active work to get where I want to be.


From: barefootboi
2004-09-07 12:00 pm (UTC)
Ever heard of a poem called Sexual Terrorist (I think)? It starts with the line, "I want to be a rock star so bad".
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