||[Jul. 12th, 2004|04:50 am]
|||||Five For Fighting - 100 years||]|
Right at the moment, for some reason, I'm extremely emotional and vulnerable.
I was listening to the song "100 Years" by Five for Fighting and it has me damn near tears. I'm really worried about this doctor's appointment tomorrow. I don't know why.
I know I'm not looking forward to having my tits flattened into pancakes. It hurts with implants. I haven't had a mammogram before, but I know it hurts like hell to squeeze them down by hand...so I imagine the machine is worse.
I want to know what's wrong and why my body is acting this way, but at the same time, I'm not sure I want to know all of the sudden. I think maybe I'd like to just be healthy......