||[Jul. 9th, 2004|05:25 am]
|||||The sound of tandem keyboards clickity clicking in the night||]|
Thanks to all who tried to check up on me. I'm fine. Just one of those days. All the adults in the household were dealing with personal "issues" and things kept just plain going wrong.
For clarification, the aforementioned girl that passed away was an old aquaintance of mine. Not to say we weren't friendly, but it's been years since I've seen her and we weren't really THAT close to start with. Just kinda hung out together for a few years. Make sense? So, don't worry. I'm not falling apart. I'm trying my best to get some folks together that knew her from that time frame to give a good showing at her funeral. From what I understand, the last few years of her life were rocky and she had burned a lot of bridges. So those of us who knew her "back then" want to make sure she gets a warm send off with some folks who have some nice things to say.
Personal Thank Yous -
Logan - For hashing things out with me and keeping the damage of all our snarkiness to a minimum. Cause you know I love ya and remember, I know exactly what you are doing over there. *evil grin* "I'm watching youuuuuuuu" *giggle*
Melissa - For inviting me for coffee. Sorry I couldn't make it, but it was awesome to be invited again.
Nathan - For calling just to make sure I was okay. Even though you had us all a little worried at first. :p I'm lovin' this friendship gig, dude. Seriously.
Sara - For flinging those lesbians at me...that was sooo what I needed when I got home. *wink*
Andy - Even though you can't read this, just for being in my life again
Jason - Again, can't read this, but damn man...I missed you. Good job on the wife and kid. Keep taking good care of them and I look forward to doing some babysitting!!!
To all the LJ'ers that I don't know in real life that took the time to send a message or leave a comment saying "keep your chin up"
Over the years, I've changed a lot. So many parts of me have been put to rest. Several parts of me have grown. One of the things I notice most is my ability to finally stand up and say "Look, I'm having a crap ass day. Don't take it personally, don't worry about me, it'll pass." Sure enough, tomorrow, I'll be okay. Although, staying up this late, I have a feeling I'm gonna be kicking myself when the sun comes up.
So, enough of my rambling. I just wanted to let everyone know that I was okay and to not worry too much. Cause I'm still here holding on for dear life and I'm determined to make it a very nice one, at that.