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Forcing my hand... [Jul. 8th, 2004|12:08 pm]
Sichernde_Seele
[mood |cynicalcynical]
[music |Indigo Girls - Closer To Fine]

Really not having a good day.....I'll put the musings behind the cut to save your eyes.






Moving through this life
With not much left to give
Accept what I offer
Don't ask for something more

An open book
I hand you what I've got
Still you refuse and ask for more

We cannot save you
We can only love
As you turn us away and ask for more

We've all got sadness
We've all got strife
We've all got blood on the blade of that knife
Still we love as you ask for more

Frivolous items are sought
Health and happiness not worthy
You make excuses and ask for more

Here we sit, helpless to help
Watching you cry
Watching you die
Keep us watching and ask for more

I've not a cure for blindness
He's not got a cure for the deaf
Yet you tune us out, refuse to see
And ask for more

We give to you this ladder
We give you this light
You build a wall and ask for more

Powerless, we sit and hash it out
Growing in frustration
Losing our sympathy and cool
Giving all we can
Don't ask for more

© 2004 Sichernde Seele
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[User Picture]From: slavescreams
2004-07-08 10:13 am (UTC)
wow...just...wow

and amazing too heh

*hug*
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From: logane
2004-07-08 10:29 am (UTC)
::sigh:: yeah...
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[User Picture]From: southside4life
2004-07-08 10:34 am (UTC)

2 cents

ok

1) good song your listening 2

2) you should put a book together

3) hope your day gets better
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[User Picture]From: jaxia
2004-07-08 10:58 am (UTC)
oh, dear...
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From: smaptacular
2004-07-08 12:22 pm (UTC)

Do something for yourself day!

I declare that it is "do something for yourself day". I am going to go home.. draw a bath.. drink a couple beers.. and buy bedding (nothing like new sheets!!)...

You know you deserve it.. After the kids drift off.. spend a little time just being good to yourself...

Maybe it will make you smile.. and make the day a little better

Love you
(well you know who this is :)
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[User Picture]From: sichernde_seele
2004-07-08 12:26 pm (UTC)

Re: Do something for yourself day!

That's a pretty good idea. Hehehe

But, honestly, I went out for myself last night. Had a nice relaxing night with two good friends. So, I'm not really in major need of that.

Just having a hard time watching a friend not take advice and keep brooding over how unwanted they are and that no one loves them. Ya know?

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From: smaptacular
2004-07-08 01:48 pm (UTC)

Re: Do something for yourself day!

For the most part.. People always refuse advice.. Sure they act like they want it.. they might ask for it.. But if you dont tell them exactly what they want to hear .. it goes in one ear and out the other.

No one will ever change their situation until they are good and ready..and unfortunately that leaves friends and family waiting for a much needed change for some time (years, decades in some cases)

Try to not let it get you down... eventually things will look up for everyone.. but letting it effect your day just means bad things for everyone

Smile cutie.. someone is thinking of you :)
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[User Picture]From: siilverain
2004-07-08 12:45 pm (UTC)
You've such a way with words, luv. I understand the pain of wanting to help, but being unable to for more than one reason. It sucks. *hug* Keep your chin up and hope your friend has the self-will to drag him/herself through this.
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